How to fix your own bad life

Hello!

It has been stressful and a lot of people are stressed with the situation of COVID-19. I say that a lot of people want to let off the steam out of them by any chances now.

The situation makes us feel whatever the way, that is what we believe. You make me feel lonely, you make me feel unloved, or my boss feels me I am dumb.

But is it true? We let people control our feelings? We let someone entitled to make us feel bad?

Sometimes even people who we don’t even care take our peace of mind away from us, right?

Or if the situation is bad enough, you are supposed to be feeling bad? You never feel happy in your hardship? Some people should never feel happy when they are sick? Someone should be lonely when they are single?

In my entire life, I believed so and I always blamed whatever the people, situation and environments that I was ever in.

I grew up in a very small town in Japan so far away from Tokyo and it was the origin of my bad luck, regret and blame there.

I felt like I wasn’t given fair opportunities to be successful from the beginning.

My parents didn’t have any proper education and unfortunately didn’t give me proper up-bringing and all that.

They are all true though I blamed on my domestic situation in my childhood and I felt comfortable enough to make excuses why I wasn’t successful or feeling unsatisfied.

There was always something like that. Not only my childhood, my parents and also my tiny little home town far from Tokyo, but also my other events in my life that made me feel less than others.

In my entire life, I was looking for satisfaction and emotional fulfillment and I realized that I was looking for happiness when I look back.