It is finally the final column in this week and I am uploading my column everyday at night in New York time so this is uploaded Sunday night.
I have Japanese and English versions in my website and people in Japan have updated in Japan time means Monday morning.
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I have been talking about strange things in my relationship, the message that I got at the time when it had 18 months passed since the break up of my romantic relationship in the past.
Somehow, beforehand, I knew where to run into him and when afterwards.
It was in a Japanese supermarket in Manhattan, New York.
I ended yesterday’s column at the most thrilling moment whether I would run into him or not as I was messaged, well, at least I tried to be thrilling then…
I went to the Japanese supermarket as I planned on the day. I am laughing with this moment reminded of the excitement thinking then that he was there….
I had butterfly in my stomach at the time and I was trying to shake it off because It was just the feelings to run into him even though the hunch went on for weeks up to the time.
On the day, I finished shopping at the Japanese supermarket and I didn’t run into him. I was so relieved.
I thought that it was just too much believing and I started walking towards the station. Right then, I turned around to go and eat something.
I turned around and took a few steps then I saw him walking up from the underground steps of some building.
I felt, I knew it… Yes, there was a message.
The timing was very critical too. If I ran into too early, he wouldn’t have come up from the underground yet…
Furthermore, I was dating with a guy had the same name as him at the time. As I mentioned it in Friday’s column, the name was uncommon for their ethnicities at all.
Ethnicities of two guys’ were very different and the name was unfit to any of the ethnicity that relating to them.
It was like a typical Scottish name was given to French and Jewish guys.
And second guy actually changed his own name before we met. His original name was a typical one for his ethnicity.
Since they had the same name, I couldn’t help being reminded the first guy in the situation, well naturally, and the name wasn’t John or anything very common either.
Later, I realized that it was the final confirmation and chance for me to review the case, means the last relationship.
The relationship was done though if it was really the end or not. It was put in reviewed or given some chances to reconsider, I believed.
I read that it will raise the vibration of this earth when the partners in soul connections truly be together. (means not just get married here as you know.}
It is a great thing happens to the earth. Thus the universe wants to pay attention to a personal relationship like this.
In my understanding, it is called “union” when the soul connected partners truly get together. Of course they can truly and only get together when they overcome karma and purely accept each other.
That is why it doesn’t matter if they get married or not. We are talking about spiritual connection here.
The deeper and stronger the connection is, the better influence to the vibration of the earth, that is why the universe encourages and welcomes they learn and work on unions.
The union shouldn’t be easy at all, of course. To know the true love and overcome karma are requirement to have a union and will raise the vibrations of the earth.
Overcoming karma means overcoming our own ego so it is not easy learning at all. That is why a lot of people have hardship in their relationships.
The universe is a creator of ours so it naturally has to have a mind wishing our success in the union.
That is why I believe that my ex and I were given the run into.
Unfortunately he and I didn’t have any mind to take another chance at all so we let the chance go.
Furthermore, I soon stopped seeing my date who had the same name as the first one.
In the time, there were some occurrences that we couldn’t see each other and I felt like we were somehow driven away each other by some kind of mysterious way.
I simply didn’t feel strong connection with the second person. Of course I must have some connection with him because I was seeing him though it wasn’t like I felt with the first guy at all.
It is unexplainable connection that I am talking about here. It is not who is better than the other at all. I am so sure that some of you understand it.
Then soon after that, I was given someone felt me so strong connection with. I say that he was prepared for me coming into my life.
The last connection was asked for final call and we didn’t take the chance at all so the next one came up in time like that.
I have more strange stories that I had in my relationship relating to the strong soul connection though I will take another chance to write about them.
Following intuition and listening to your own higher self, then I feel like I am in conversations with existence of higher up and receiving some messages and learnings .
Such as running into someone and somehow anticipate the encounter in details of when, where and with whom. It is unbelievable though I have to accept it because it happened to me in reality.
We all have some kind of energy reading skills having hunch and it should be relating to our own higher self. Some excitements and anticipations are part of energy reading too.
I am an energy reader who senses a lot of excitements or unsettled feelings in daily life. Sometimes I feel so unsettled and couldn’t sleep then some kind of text message comes in.
I feel like I knew it because of unexplained anticipation I had at the time.
About relationships, I believe that it is the best learning experience for all of us. It puts us in the position to improve and simply to be a better person.
Of course because it is about love and love is the most wonderful and yet most troublesome element for all of us in our lives.
Overcoming our own ego/selfishness, care about someone else much better than yourself and knowing true love. Those are the ultimate assignments for all of us so naturally most difficult one of all.
I believe that we were all born to learn it.
So much learning and tests, they are repeated in our whole life for us to be a better person.
That is the reason why my divorce was the best thing ever because it put me in being single to learn. I definitely was destined and it was the best given ever.
I learned caring in true way, right boundaries and most importantly being emotionally independent not to rely on someone to fulfill me in any circumstances.
I am not judgmental that people play safe and get married with someone who fits them. I am happy for them. We don't have to be dramatic all the time at all.
However more or less, we all have a chance to learn the true love in our lives.
Then we learn and be a better person, then our love went through learning will fill this earth with love.
That is why there is no failure in this world. We just don’t like it when it doesn’t go along our own plan though it shouldn’t feel us like terrible.
Or like it is learning experience. We learn and go through tests and they are repeated in our lives.
In some religions, we call those suffering and described as endless and hard.
However we are humans who decided those suffering so hard. We should realize that those are just learning experiences so nothing to feel bad. Then I am sure that we can enjoy our lives much better.
Have a wonderful day!!